I am so very sorry for the complete lack of posts last week and this week. I have been having a very hard time with my break up and I have been trying to stay out of the house to keep myself busy. I am currently weighing in at 207.2. I have had my ups and my downs and I am finally starting to get a clear head and I am going to start concentrating on my diet more. I have made so many excuses these past 2 weeks but fast food is no way to heal a broken heart. I promise myself and everyone else that I am going to get back on track and finally take charge of my life.

Metformin Extended Release

For all of you that are on metformin for your pcos you may remember the first month or so having many stomach issues. Sadly for me these issues never went away. SO My Dr. suggested metformin extended release and my body feels so much better. If you are still having these issues talk to your Dr. and see if you can get switched :-)

This has been a very stressful week but with all of the stress it gave me energy to work out. I weighed in today at 211 lbs :-) I am getting so close to my goals and in a few more weeks maybe I will be under 200. I am thinking of joining the gym but I am so afraid to go to one because I feel so out of place among all of the athletic people. I am happy doing what I am doing now and if it keeps working I will keep doing it :-) Thank you all for reading my blog, and if you know anyone struggling with weight send them here! I think it is amazing that I have readers all over the world, thank you all for your love and support :-)

                                          xoxo
                                            <3 Bethany

Sorry about the lack of posts this week, it has been a very hard week for me. My boyfriend of 6 years broke up with me, and I have been pretty down in the dumps. BUT this is honestly what I think I need to get my ass into shape. It is hard and I have been crying non stop but this is motivation for me to take better care of myself for the next chapter of my life. I am going to get back on track (there was no weight change since the last weigh in) and hopefully learn from this situation. 

Having some computer issues, I will do my update tomorrow morning

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

There is temptation all around me and the fights going on in my brain are driving me nuts. Why can't I think of food like a normal person? I constantly crave things that are horrible for me. I was fine for the first week or two of my diet, and it is just like ever other time I have tried something, after I short time I give up. I don't want to give up by any means, I just don't know what to do. All I want is to be happy with myself and my body and this war going on in my brain is not helping me at all. I know I only have a few of you that read my blog, but I would love any advice on cravings and addiction. I can admit I am a food addict so I guess that is the first step to recovery.

:-/

I am keeping this post short and sweet. I weighed in this morning at 212.2, a mere loss of 1.7 lbs. I am happy that I lost this week, but I did splurge quite a bit on my anniversary, so I know that I could have done better. I will update later in the week! Keep strong you guys